I just couldn't get in a good space today.
So I went and grabbed Emily's Bible.
It has larger print - am I really old enough for large print?
Wasn't sure where to start, so I went with the old "open it and see if it inspires me" routine.
It opened to Job.
I was amused.
Several things I gained from the few chapters I read. (Isn't it great that we can read the same chapters, books, and verses again and again and always gain something new - or a tap on the shoulder saying 'you should know this already - you've been here before'.)
First of all, Job had some rotten friends. 'Righteous' friends. I think that they meant well. I know this because we have had friends who have meant well, but really couldn't have hurt us more by their 'helpful' suggestions and opinions.
Next, I am reminded that we cannot fathom the ways of the Lord. He is all-knowing and Almighty and loves us more than we can imagine. I need to quit trying to figure 'it' out. All of the 'whys?' - I need to let them go. Much easier said than done!!
I also needed the reminder that God is in the business of blessing us. After the rain comes the sun, right? He blessed Job immensely because he remained faithful. It didn't mean that Job didn't question, or struggle, or grieve. We are all still human. Yet he still walked with the Lord. That's all he had and he hung onto that. How many walk away in tough times? Then they are really sunk!
But I am on a tangent...
Where I am really blown away is - in His infinite wisdom - He placed the Psalms as the book following Job. The book of song and worship. That is exactly what we are to do in ALL circumstances, but especially when we are having trials and struggles. What will bring us out of the dark spaces?
Focusing on God.
On worship.
On something greater than ourselves and our circumstances.
I certainly don't have it figured out, but enjoy it when the vision becomes a little clearer.
Tuesday, January 6, 2009
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3 comments:
Triann,
I don't know if you have heard of the site, CaringBridge, but it is a free support site to people who are dealing with critical illness. THe reason I know about it is because Carin Bushnell, from the class ahead of you at BHS has been using the site for the last year for her son, Ben. Her story is amazing, heartbreaking and real. Ben just went to be with Jesus on December 30th. I just found out and wrote to her at that site to try and share some of the struggles that we have faced in our journey with Mason. Anyway, I just thought you might want to check it out to see if you could use the site while you defeat your illness.
Triann,
I am sorry to bother you but I think of you so often and pray for you daily and I am always wondering how you are feeling and what the doctors are saying etc. I so wish for you to be cancer-free and so I just carry this with me throughout the day. I read last night about the word "healed" in the orignal text of the Bible. THe word is "hayah" and it means "to live anew, to recover, rebuild, to enjoy life" and I thought of you. I so want you to be hayah! I hope that you have a day that is full of energy and joy and hope. Love to you and yours, Kim
Love the insight, thanks for the "manna" today.
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